Testimony of January 23, 2015

23 January 2015 / 203

Hello Michel,

Sure, it has only been about 6 months since I started, but what a transformation in my life; you did warn me. You had me fill out a questionnaire, saying that people tend to forget how they were before they started, and that is true. So I prefer to write to you now, now that I still remember the "before," because I really don't want to remember it anymore.

These 20-minute sessions with the activator that I can do many times a day have become indispensable to me. I am getting better at clearing my mind and focusing on my inner self. I see 20 minutes as 2 minutes.

Everything that used to block me is disappearing little by little; my fears are disappearing one by one. I have much more perspective on life and the world. Before, I didn't understand it, but now I understand it much better. The book you recommended by Anita Moorjani really helped me realize many things as well!!!

In terms of what has changed, I am learning to love and take care of myself. My sensitivity no longer overshadows me, and I am really more confident. I live my life knowing when to say no and most often trying to say the truth, even if it doesn't please others, I try not to lie to myself. Well, I don't always do it because it's not easy, but I try to do it as much as possible.

One of the things my friends notice is where before I was all into the latest technologies, a trendy phone, Facebook, and all these dependencies of modern life; they told me it wasn't good. Now I see them falling into it, and I am the opposite, I am stepping away from it. No more Facebook. I was a pro Apple and iPhone, but now it's totally irrelevant to me as long as the computer works and it's my slave and not the other way around. I changed my phone to a non-iPhone model that works and is much cheaper. I refuse to be part of the consumption trend, changing my phone every two years at prices that are totally insane. In fact, I want them to be useful tools for me and not objects of dependency and consumption. I am returning to the essential and refusing to be the slave of modernity.

One of the last big realizations was where I live, an apartment I have lived in for many years, which I completely redid after my first realization six months ago when I started Dentosophy. Now it's finished, and I realize what now? I live in a place where I hardly have any friends, I am self-employed, and work doesn't really start. My friend left me after my situation before Dentosophy, I live in the suburbs of Paris with all these negative waves, and I have always wanted to leave but couldn't, blocked by all my fears and false excuses not to move and live my life.

And there it is, a new step is approaching me, and I have planted the seed of departure in my mind; the departure towards the Vendée near the sea, realizing finally that I have nothing to lose and everything to gain, better quality of life and next to my best friends who have told me several times to leave and join them, and this time I listened to them. I am starting to take my life into my own hands.

When I look at myself in the mirror in the morning, I see another man and I am happy; I whistle extremely often, I dance at breakfast while listening to music (all while laughing at myself thinking "I look ridiculous dancing all by myself like that," but I don't care, I am happy!). I take care of myself, and every morning I am in a good mood; I look at my teeth and think, "Look, it's moving, I don't know what it means, but it's going in the right direction, and I am starting to have a less chaotic mouth. Not only am I doing better, but I also have a prettier mouth, one does not go without the other. My nights are very pleasant, and I no longer wake up during them with anxiety. The dreams I have are very pleasant, and I never wake up tired or sluggish. I don't worry anymore, and when I do, I notice it very quickly and do everything to get back on the right track.

I think I can say that my life has changed, and not just a little bit; it seems incredible, but it's true. It also requires a lot of work on oneself, questioning, and time to change, but as long as one wants to give it, there is no problem.

I who approached you just for a sexual dysfunction problem, here I am going beyond and wanting to leave and live my life with a smile on my face and in (finally) a place that suits me, all while knowing that everything will work and that it will be great and without this fear that has always weighed me down.

All of this in 6 months, and I say that it is only the beginning, so when I imagine the result in a year and more, it fills me with joy and even more confidence. I am in the dynamic of the positive that leads to the positive; I have managed to reverse this spiral that was pulling me down! (I didn't realize it at the time, otherwise, I would have started Dentosophy right away!)

Thank you, Michel, and Dentosophy, thank you to my ex-friend and now just friend who started everything. In fact, I don't really know what we are together, we are close but distant, but it doesn't matter, I love her immensely, and no matter what happens, we get along extremely well, and especially Thank you to myself who accepted to change, to open my eyes, to move forward, and to start living!

Here is my testimony; this is what I felt at a certain moment, it will surely evolve and change, but I know that it will always be in the right direction now. I wrote it in one go without thinking too much about it, I added a few small details on the second reading, so it might be all over the place, but now, on the second reading, I think I couldn't write anything else without thinking about it instead of letting my heart speak, so I send it to you almost in its raw form.