Testimony from May 28, 2008

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

March 7, 2008

Here are my first impressions
I received my activator last Friday... I swear, I was crying when I saw it in my dentist's hands. I had the feeling that she was bringing me the "Holy Grail" in a small green box... you can imagine how much my whole being was craving it!
I do my exercises as regularly as possible. My dentist told me to do them three times 15 minutes a day (I still can't wear it at night: she did recommend that I do my exercises for 15 days before wearing it at night). In the morning and evening, no problem... but I have a hard time organizing myself when I work to wear it a third time... as I have always had problems with organization and structure, I'm not surprised and I'm certain that I will find some space and time for everything... one step at a time...
The funniest thing for now is that since I have the activator, my teeth - which used to obsess me - are now in the background...
I mean: when I do my exercises, I don't think to myself that it's necessary for my teeth... I don't even think about them... I do them to relax, to feel better in my skin, to release tensions... and it works, it does!
On the physical side: I'm already having much less back pain... it seems that I walk better when I've done my exercises and I pay much more attention to the position of my tongue, the way I breathe or chew.
On the "psy" side: it seems that emotions are "surfacing" like bubbles rising to the surface... waves of sadness... tears that come to the edge of my eyes without really knowing what they correspond to... and at the same time, a distance is establishing itself with regard to these feelings... I let what comes come, I observe, I let go what goes...
I'm going to tell you: I feel at my place on this path...

May 28, 2008

Hello everyone... so, I'm going to tell you... it's (almost) been 3 months since my teeth and I have been in treatment... and things are moving...! Yes, "things" are moving... but what is "things"...? Honestly, I can't say... "things" are moving inside: emotions, sensations, dreams, flashes... "things" are moving outside: new events, as if they were appearing out of nowhere,... a more positive image of myself, which others are reflecting... and which I finally accept...?... and I feel very well that this is only the beginning... and then my teeth are also moving... like an invitation to a beautiful and instructive journey...

See you soon...