Testimony of February 5, 2008 — no. 162

mardi 5 February 2008

Here is my encounter with the Activator: The Revelation

In April 2003, during a friend's dinner, a word passed in the conversation: Dentosophy.
It was explained to me that it was a new method that allowed teeth to straighten using a rubber appliance (what a strange power!).

A year later, I decided to look into it more closely. My physical appearance had been causing me too much suffering for too long; I was at my breaking point. Sometimes children would ask me why my chin was protruding; in those moments, I thought of surgical intervention and imagined that a serious car accident would be a blessing.
Then came the Activator. At first, the sensations were strange, a mix of well-being and insecurity. I quickly realized that my main fear was the sensation of emptiness I felt when loosening my jaw.
Gradually, this fear transformed, and the Activator became my best friend. It had a real power, that of rewinding time. My nights became very enriching. I had the feeling that my subconscious was being released.
For nine months, I relived my 35 years in incredible clarity. Sometimes I even saw images that did not belong to me but were part of my universe. I then realized that I had inherited all of my mother's (and certainly of my female ancestors') subconscious, which could be explained by the fact that my mother was in full depression when she was expecting me.

One night, I woke up associating two words: dentosophy and autism. I had an intimate conviction that this activator could be beneficial to autists.
It made the link between the body and the mind and had the power to release the subconscious.

Subsequently, I realized that 35 years had passed without me really existing. I was a replacement child whose education was the dictatorship (fear) and Catholic religion (judgment).
I was never the actor of my own life.

Today, the Activator is more than a revelation; it brings me:

A---------Love
C---------Combativeness
T--------- -Peace
I---------Identity
V---------Vitality
A---------Authenticity
T---------Tenacity
E---------Equality
U---------Unity
R---------Regularity

I have understood that the most beautiful battles were those fought against oneself to gain freedom.

THANK YOU to you and your friends for having given me the most beautiful journey.